♥ Transparent Dress ♥

long leave.

2010-05-29T10:20:00.000-07:00

Hi peeps ;)

We are sorry as we could not update as often now. We are both currently busy with study. Fion to Matriculation in Perlis, while Farhana to IBT. Yes, we are separated. One north and another in south. Never expected this to happen. ITS A REAL SAD CASE. Sobs. :'(

On personal updates, we are both still struggling to get used with our new life. Not to say that we are officially an expert loner, ==' but to blend in with new faces, new routine, new place and new life is not easy. Especially when we are both in different places where not many familiar faces are present. We are on our own. So we have to get used to it. And it takes time.

We sure will find some friends that can be trusted soon. Perhaps with a circle of close friends, that can support us, give that little push, be there for us through thick and thin to go on with life. We really need that now. But we are still getting to know them, new people around us. And this takes time too. We cant simply trust anyone, no? :)

Plus one of us is now experiencing some severe heartbreaking as her NEW crush is leaving to somewhere. ==' That is lame I know. Blame her for being so jiwang. ;p Anyhow, its still depressing. I am a very understanding person, so I know how it feels. Be strong ya, bestie. :') JUST FORGET HIM LAA YOU DUMBASS. YOU KNOW HIM FOR ONLY LIKE, A WEEK?!! GO FIND ANOTHER LENGZHAI CAN U?! YOU YOURSELF KNOWS YOU ARE GOOD AT FLIRTING! xD

So basically we are still trying to fit in. We dont wanna look so desperado. We will do it little by little. Time will help. We hope. :)

And for the meantime, we still have each other. :') And for a lifetime too. :')

Lets pray that everything will be just fine for us, kay? Thanks, and bye.

With ♥,
FsQUARE. :)

PHOTOGRAPHY part 2

2010-04-15T08:03:00.000-07:00

Ok we are done with a lesson on photography, using FARHANA'S PHOTO AS THE VICTIM.
Im gonna smack u Fion, u just wait. =.='

Now, i present u our second lesson, using FION'S PHOTO AS THE VICTIM-OF-THE-DAY pulak. Muahahahah >;D *please ignore our craps and silly arguments here*

Sample 2

Original. :)

See? Im so kind, putting her most thinnest picture ever! :D Or lets say her most attempt-to-be-thinner picture.
Oh how cute is she? Err i mean the BOTTLE. :) Haha ok kidding ;p

Back to our lesson. *clear throat ;p*
As for me, i mostly use Picasa 3 to view and edit. I don't know where that Picasa came from, but its already installed in my comp so i make use of it. :)

I rarely use Picnik nowdays, because, err because it takes time.
Mengaku ni lazy to upload ler. xD
And I ACTUALLY DONT HAVE PHOTOSHOP IN MY COMPUTER. Its like the most basic picture editor but grrr got something wrong somewhere and i kenot install altho i've downloaded the free version dy. ==' *kantoi free ;p*

So these are the products of using Picasa 3. :)

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Normal FONT :)
Cute, ey? ;D

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Using GLOW will produce this HEAVENLY result. Yeah and its makes u fairer too. ;p

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Using black&white focal.
And no, i wont focus on her face, because THE BOTTLE IS MORE INTERESTING ;p.
And somemore, we SHE loves foods & everything in between! (lets just say ANY consumable substance. ANY.) xD

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This is using TINT. And im using a blue colour for this one. :)

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Product of TINT also, using purple colour. Hee~ me likey this! ;D
*its supposed to be PINK but ended up PURPLE-LIKE idk why. =='*

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This is using GRADUATED TINT. More of less like normal tint, but on the upper region only. Nice huh? :)

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A normal black&white version. I managed to make her look OLDER, no? ;D

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Using sepia will results in this! Yay she looks older again! :DD

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Last but not least, the soft focus. Yeah again, please focus on the BOTTLE only. ;p

Okay lor will continue with more samples next time. :)

Credits and appreciations to;
Fion Liew & her cute *yeah rite* bottle. xD
Farhana & her awesome *absolutely* skill. xD

Till next post, taaa~ :)

PHOTOGRAPHY

2010-04-13T01:47:00.000-07:00

PHOTOGRAPHY

Since both of us are photo lovers, we are gonna post few entries on
-PHOTOGRAPHY- Today, we are gonna start of with
~The beauty of photoshop~

Photoshop really do wonders. Believe me. There are many things that softwares can do.
~~cover blemishes, acne, make pimples gone~~Gonna show samples.There are many websites like adobe, or picnik or paint. Up to you, your picture, your taste see..

Sample 1 : ORIGINAL

~~(Showing one of farhana's less lala pic)~~

Sample 1 : Edited with b & w focal

This made only her face coloured n background in grey..

Sample 1 : Edited with focus tool

This made only the face focused n the area around is blurred ..if u reli take sum tym n effort,redo a couple of times in smaller focal scale, the fine line around it can be edited to the minimal level..We just did a random effect...lazy to do much..>< p/s ~ WE WANT A DSLR SO MUCH!!!!! ^^

Sample 1 : Edited with pixelette focal for the center part n matte for the borders..

Oops, who's that??

Okay, continue next time....^^

CREDITS
Farhana whom let me use her pictures...~~(mengaku ni i take without permission...)~~

RWW

2010-03-06T09:02:00.000-08:00

OKAY...*drumrolls*
http://www.etudeofthefsquare.blogspot.com/2010/01/hi-its-us-again.html

LOOK at the link above for the details of tis post yeah......

SO.....

WE GET INTO THE LIST FOR RAPTOR WATCH VOLUNTEER!!!!!

*SCREAMS*

Actually, at first, we didnt get in...we are really dissapiointed
* really, ths tym not exxagerating*

Then, its okay

So then a couple of days ltr,sum1 cnt make it..soo......................................
WE GET IT>>YEAH!!! thnx miss bernie...

We thought we kenot get in bcoz we were too young..aldo v apply almoz a month befr...then we get the infos.........*smirk* dont u call us old k, v r just 18...-kantoi-

so, we get in..we were truly sorry for a member whm kenot get the shirt n accomodation...felt indirectly scolded...*hmm*

Then thr is a japanese guy, whm volunteered...ok lets skip that part

so fion n umai get into the arts n craft dept but sadly...farhana is separated into sum asean booth(its okay, u can meet hot guys..jkn)

So let continue...we really wanna help out kies.. wanna gv help to society..-aftr all the havoc we caused..-haha

Its in Port dickson btw...hope we ALL CAN LEARN sumthng frm it...n v cant party at nite thr...seems tht noise n light hv to be in moderate.
.-this make us think of the disco we did in pandu camp- gudness...till now we can actually still laugh about it..(insaflah wahai youngsters.. felt insulted myslf)
ok, being gud kids sumtyms could be fun...dun wori, we will watch our attitude...

Okay..we r gonna post thousands pics fr ths okies....
WAIT fr OUR pics...muacks~

we love a book :)

2010-03-02T04:36:00.000-08:00

As I am a student,
so shall I be addicted to a book...

And therefore, yes!
Undoubtedly I am addicted to a book!

The very known book of lives!
Of truth,of significant wisdom...

Addicted I stand!
To the Glorious Book, the book of news & views...

The book that is Rejoiced, that is Cherished...

The book that is proudly called,

..FACEBOOK..

Hahah so trueeeee aite? ;D
Found that in facebook. :P
Credit to the one who made it. ;)

^^

2010-02-14T06:18:00.000-08:00

Today is cny, so its a nice day actually, ang paos n stuff. oh WAIT!!!!!!!!!!! sorry, I m fion...just have to use this space a while...cuz my blog gt sum stuff nidda settle...so use this space...

Umm..today made me think of how are you as a person with decision. Is it worth chasing something you know you wont get? Is it worth it for a few moments which are worth craving though it wont last? I m not sure, but think it with a real proper mind, no, not really. For this condition, its not something you can get in the end. Very confusing indeed. Unsure of everything. One thing i know is i m reli confused. The end result wont be mine to decide. fuh~ got a feeling of unsure, feel so insecure. so funny feeling, lonely. hope this is a temporary feeling. hope fr abetter tomorrow. happy chinese new year. ^^

WORDS

2010-02-01T02:33:00.000-08:00

I wonder how and i wonder why,
All the days that I left behind,
A pleasant memory I couldn't deny,
Told in a poem which i hope it rhymes.

Here's a story about us both,
The two morons that all of you know,
From the start we both couldn't care less,
Until fate brought us both to the end.

From different worlds both of us are,
Never knew we will be friends by then,
but though we are both crazy and bizzare,
This is how we stay befriends.

Through the roses, or with its thorns,
We went through it with endless songs,
Through the rain or the pain,
You know i will never leave you in vain.

For now or for then,
I promise you we will be friends,
Never let us drift apart,
Nor fade with the days which depart,
I will accompany you through the years,
You will always be my dear.^^

♥ The Time

2010-01-26T08:58:00.000-08:00

Will today be forgotten?

Will today be missed?

Keep thinking things wont change,

Still assuming it will all remain the same.

But we know we’ve got to move on,

Leaving behind memories to be treasured,

Nevertheless feels scared and uncertain,

But that will be precious, that can’t be measured.

Life would change, though we try to refrain,

But those promises aren’t meant to be broken,

Wont forget those fun times we were together,

Will we be the same, or will we be different?

Hoping deep we wont split up forever,

Denying hard, that we know how life works,

Yet, we still don’t need any goodbyes,

Because we know , it will stay in our hearts.

~November 21th, 2009 :)

2010-01-19T07:53:00.000-08:00

HI~
its us again..sorry for the late updates...
well...
now announcing that
.......................
*drumrolls*
WE ARE GOIN TO RAPTOR WATCH
in march! yeah man! kononnya very pro in all these bird watching,
truthfully,
neither of us had the idea of how tis works...
but there is no turning back! Goin there n face with full courage
*willing to learn k...dun get us start wif the pepatah of sumthing cempedak luar pagar, and what budak belajar sumthing..*
Okay, super excited! now start packing( so lame, kiddin la...something wrong meh)...so we decided to bring our bikinis there to jump to the pool but sadly,
after sum ceramah bout kesopanan, we decided to dump tat idea...sad case.(==')
so get to the point.
.we go there to volunteer n hav fun! experience like this dont come always..hehe...maybe if got chance, go shoppin (nonsense) .
Firstly, v thought that v nid to get our own room sumwhr else, so we scout around and fouund tis package that says camping~ RM 30 on weekends.
Which is the cheapest than all those chalet n rooms which is mewah like that. We laugh like mad cause v decided to choose a hut!
wahaha..okok, but v found out that v will have a place to stay afta all..^^ n maybe sleep in lobby( so undescent huh fr girls to do that, kidin!)
OK wanna experience the max n party at nite in the room. so lame ==' our niat asal is murni ok..hmm...hope fully it wun rain tat day, n oso shine nicely.
We hope our first volunteer which start her will be the first step to more n more volunteer work in the future,
no matter to the society or nature.
LETS GO! GAMBATE!
TOGETHER WE CAN MAKE DIFFERENCES IN OUR WORLD.

p/s~ both of us having hard time choosing the preferences in the form tat we used hours..v mean it...HOURS in msn, in phone, in msg,..u get the point..
pps~ not necesary v can get in the program but hope for us...v reli wanna go...^^

~cheers~

the pink ping pong ball

2010-01-07T10:15:00.000-08:00

This is a story we heard in one of the talk during girls’ summit camp end of last year.

We hope you enjoy! ;)

The Pink Ping Pong Ball Story

Once upon a time, (like any typical bedtime story xP) there was a boy who was born into a rich family. He was the only son, so he certainly got anything he wanted from his rich daddy since he was small. He was incredibly smart at school too.

When he was in standard 6, he sat for his upsr exam and managed to pass with flying colours. He got a remarkable straight 5 a’s. His father was so proud of him, and as soon as they reached home, his father immediately offered a reward for his achievement. ‘My dear son,’ he said, ‘I’m very proud of you. Ask for anything you want, boy. I will try to get it for you as fast as I possibly can.’

The boy thought for awhile, and said, ‘Dad, I don’t need anything expensive. But I would love it if you can give me a pink ping pong ball.’

His father was so surprised by the request made by his son. He was wondering why his son needs a pink ping pong ball which he never heard of before. However, he did not question his sons’ demand and followed as his wished. He was sure that there must be a firm reason for the odd request.

Few years later, the boy took his pmr exam when he was in form 3. As expected, he once again obtained an excellent results of straight 7 a’s. His father could not hold the joy for his sons’ achievement, and asked if his son wants anything as a reward. ‘My son,’ he said proudly, ‘again you made us proud. You may ask for anything, dear boy, and let me get it for you. ‘

His teenage son smiled to him, and replied, ‘My beloved daddy, I have only one request. I just want another pink ping pong ball. That’s all I need for now.’

Again, his father was dazed by the weird demand by his son. He wondered why his son choosed to have yet another pink ping pong ball despite any other stuffs that a teenage boy usually ask for. Nevertheless, he fulfilled his sons’ wish and kept that matter to a side again, waiting for a right time to ask his son about it although the question always comes to his mind from time to time.

Two years afterward, the boy yet again sat for his big spm exam. His father put such hope in him that he bought every single spm books available at the book store for him. On the day the result was out, the bright and smart boy again made his family super proud and surrounded them with delight with his outstanding straight 20 a+’s results.

His father was wondering what his son might ask now as a reward. He doubted that his son will ask for another pink ping pong ball for he already had two of them which he never used at all. The rich man asked his son again, ‘my one and only son, ask anything from me,’ he said. ‘I will try to grant any wish you may ask for, young man. Just tell me what you want.’

The boy looked at his dad who was at his 40’s by that time, and said, ‘dad, as usual, I want nothing demanding. I would be happy enough if you could give me another pink ping pong ball.’

The old man was baffled. Again, his mind was full of shock and confusion. He could not understand the rationale of his beloved son. He tried to think of a reason why his son loved to keep the unusual pink ping pong balls so much, but could not come out with any. So he finally asked, ‘my son, why do you love the pink ping pong ball so much? Is there’s anything special about it for you?’

His son was taken aback by his father’s sudden question. He thought deep for a moment, and finally answered in a soft tone, ‘Dad, i never keep anything from you ever since I was small. But this is something that I kept for so long. I will definitely tell you why when the time comes. I promise.’

The rich old man had no choice but to push that matter aside again and approved what the boy yearns for. Following his excellent result, the boy managed to place himself in a top international university in no time. He did perfectly in his first two semesters, but by the third semester, he began to feel drained and poorly sick.

The boy knows that he needs to consult his doctor for any sign of illness. After several lengthy check ups, the doctor concluded that he suffers from a very strange terminal disease and could not be cured anymore. He had only about two weeks left in his life.

The news was a big turmoil blow to the poor boy. He was so terrified by the unpredicted result. The boy was so deeply depressed as he knows that he had only a little time to spend with his dearly loved father. He knew that his fathers’ happy life would turn to grief abruptly with such short notice. He was hesitating to tell his father of the news as he did not want to break his fathers’ heart.

The boy finally decided to write a long letter for his father explaining his illness and how his father should cope when he is not around anymore. He also made a note for his fathers’ question regarding the special case of the pink ping pong ball. He explained every single thing about it in details, and hope that his father will understand eventually. After writing everything down, he wrote at the front of the letter,

To my beloved daddy,

Please read this letter when no one is around. Other people are not allowed to read this except you.’

Love,
Your son.

As predicted, the boy passed away after two weeks. His father could not accept the cruel fact, and locked himself from any contact to the outer world for quite sometimes. It was his maid who found the letter left by his late son and handed it to the rich man.

The man was eager to know the content of the letter. He wanted to know the reason behind the secret of the pink ping pong ball which his son had kept so privately. He instantly rent a big boat and sailed into the middle of the sea himself alone, just to make sure that nobody was around to when he open the letter. He stopped at a spot far away from any land in the middle of the ocean, and started to tear the envelope gently and carefully.

Just as he was about to pull the letter out, a strong big wind stormed in the boat and smashed the glass windows into pieces. The letter was snapped away by the harsh wind, and flew into the storming sea. The old rich man desperately came out of the cabin into the heavy downpour and tried hard to catch the soaring letter in the thunderstorm. Soon enough, a giant violent curl waved in and crushed the whole boat and flinged the old man into the sea. The big boat cracked and sinks almost immediately. The man was nowhere to be seen, and soon, everything was gone.

After that incident, nobody heard any news about this rich old man again. The investigating team assumed that the rich old man was dead, and the case was closed after a few months.

And the pink ping pong balls secret? Nobody knows about it either. Until now.

The end.
XD

2010-01-03T23:15:00.000-08:00

Today,
i m gonna talk bout ta
sweet,
lil memory
of us
(s)(pengsan...i m not gonna mention ta part bout ta pinching,
scratching n smacking part today)!
i m sure you guys wanna noe ta history rite..
(to noe ur future u gotta learn up ta past...yalar yalar)blek!
So tis in girl guide memorial day last year...
can learn lotsa lotsa stuff
(fine fine, i will start to tell ta truth...==')
umm...v had lotsa fun part bout the selling part...haha...
n thrs tis gal -junior-who reli, rajin stnd thr..wen v ask to sit oso dun wan...both of us leh,rebut ta chair to sit(musical chair meh??childish==')
but v oso do our part lo...kemas ta place so look organised...n clean...then v watch ta performance...
N u noe wat....then..wen v help them fix ta tents.....ta stick mostly oso smtn rosak wan...nidda 'sun tan' longer...haih...okok....s
o den v ta f square do wat v do best!!!!!!!camwhore!!Out of dunno whr...i feel sum1 like walking behind us while v r talking nonsense...i tot he is gonna walk infront so i ignored him...n he is still thr following...v was like wth!! paiseh=='...den v chatted a lil...(sempat lagi...==')
ok..now ta pichas...
actually thrs more...but nonid upload so many eh...haha...njoy..(ta pic of two morons..)

~Tis is a pic of the sky n roof~
~Another angle...(thr v go again)~

~Yippees...food stuff!!!trust us, v ate a lot of those in a DAY..~

~OOOKAY..watever lo....~

~aww...so white la ta shoe...-=='-..
~Okay...hopefully ta pole can stand~
~hello miss...wanna go to the runway...??~
~i told you all v r gud in tis...wahahahaha...especially if it concerns food...~

Okies..till here o....see you all next time ya!!

PIANO

2009-12-26T02:16:00.000-08:00

Let me introduce to you our.........................................*drum rolls*
obssesion...

This is our fav past time in school or outside of school..no matter what, when or however...n this is also to remember our school piano which is traded away few months ago...but we will always love you.......now, we wanna show you a few types of piano..beautiful huh?..n well, some music elements....

Really hope that one day, we can play on these piano...in this atmosphere..i m sure the feeling will be so undescribable...beautiful

~hope~

ice lemon tea

2009-12-23T08:58:00.000-08:00

♥ ice lemon tea story ♥

ice lemon tea,
ni xi jui mei li,
dan xi hen ke xi,
ni jen de bu healthy

ice lemon tea,
you make me happy,
because ni xi my baby,
so i wont be lonely.

ice lemon tea,
now i must wait and see,
if you will go awry,
when people buy you ody,
because i now no money.

ice lemon tea,
xian cai wo you shilling,
so can buy you many many,
and then make me happy,
this is all about my life story.

the first final prom night 2009!!!

2009-12-17T08:43:00.000-08:00

the first final prom night 2009!!

prom night was a huge blast!!!
we had so much fun! and the most super fun part was......the disco bash! hahaha we can still feel our nerves rush through our veins. we were high.. seriously. *grin*

and duh..we are in extreme tiredness right now, so let the pics do the job. anyway whats the point writing long long essays if what u see tells everything. ;)

so lets check this out dude ;D

PART 1: THE DECENT PART

welcome to our prom night

us the f square

fion is wondering who is cuter; whether she, or the fish. its the fish afterall. =='

farhana also wanted to try her luck, but it seems that the fish wins again ;p

we now competing with a mini christmas tree. fion lost again

and seems like nobody can beat the tree's bright glowing lights, even with farhana's long necklace.. the tree is the winner.. AGAIN.. ;p

our yinyang tatoo

dinner time

the food

the dessert

PART 2: THE WILD PART

turn off the light, people

now lets get the party started!!! yeah ;D

shoes are not allowed ok.. bare foot are the best to disco dance

woohoo lets move it!

caprice!!!!!
this is our official bf so far.. haha

well thats all for now.. might upload in facebook in a short time, along with the vids..;)

tata ♥

2009-12-16T22:21:00.001-08:00

hello!

we are back from girls' summit 2009 on tuesday! with aching backs and sleepy eyes..=='
but we didnt realli expect the camp would be super duper fun, it was really beyond what we imagined! ^0^
we thought the camp will bore us to death, and we were just looking forward to have fun together on our own- jump on bed la, camwhore whole night la... but the 3 days 2 nights experiences really proves us wrong!
we met so many people from other states, some even fly from the other end of malaysia, the sabahan.. and guess what, one of the physical activities was to shop at mid valley!! omg we couldnt even believe our own ears when they announce the plan!

will tell more bout this later, we are currently busy preparing for our first and final prom tonight!! haha cant wait for it ^^

pics of the girls' summit will be uploaded later, probably in the next post, together with our prom pics.^^ do visit us from time to time ya!

see ya soon!

loves,
the f square ♥

GUIDES

2009-12-12T16:35:00.000-08:00

YAY! BOTH of us are goin to the girls' summit 2009, in about an hour time..hope will njoy ourselves!!!^^ ttfn

falling for you

2009-12-10T01:27:00.000-08:00

♥ Falling For You ♥

How tempting could you be?

How sexy can u become?

Though I tried to resist hardly,

You won every part, makes me numb.

Soft and velvet, you drawn me in,

I can't help it, but to fall onward,

Cling hard to desire and need,

But when you touches me, I lost my words.

Wouldn’t know how to resist,

Wouldn’t know how to avoid,

You are too necessary for me,

Hard to let the passion fly and go.

Won't give you up to any soul,

Can me a slut, or even a whore,

But you are too mellow, way too delicate,

Falling on you is always the best part of my day.

Darling, you know I need you forever,

When you are gone, I’ll be cheerless,

You know you are the only one, sweetheart,

The only one who took my heart.

This one is for you, my lovely BED.

Let me fall on you now ...

warning: please read with clean mind ;p

2009-12-08T09:44:00.000-08:00

Cheesecake

I told you so when I m so hungry,

Now you make me sound so funny,

Just for wanting you as my honey,

Please come to me lil cheesy.

Yeah its true,

when farhana told me to,

now stop eating you,

but i could not undo,

the fact that i am loving you.

But now and ever,

Must always listen to her,

So I will keep my body beloved,

Until the prom pictures come,

Or i will regret forever,

to not do the cheesecake un-makeover,

that make me so not dear,

Okay i will stop here

before farhana comes near.

2009-12-08T08:22:00.000-08:00

The Lost Little Bird

I flew across the oceans,

Where I gasp the salty air,

that peels beneath my skin.

In the midst of hollow,

I wonder of any wings shall come,

Sent by angels,

From up above.

I had to fly,

Never to fall,

For now or ever,

or at least thats what i hoped.

When I stop and look,

Will the tides come to a halt,

Just for me, the lost little bird,

Searching for its way back home.

YEAH

2009-12-08T01:47:00.000-08:00

YEAH BABY! Both of us are free!!!!!!i REPEAT FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!now, make sure u all always visit our blog cuz there is so much to see!!!!!

2009-12-04T16:58:00.000-08:00

A SnEak PeEk Of CoNvEnT

Our second home when we are still schoolin...Where we are originated from..^^

HI

2009-12-04T16:49:00.000-08:00

Well..SPM is almost over!Last paper to go and this will be our second home!(ok,maybe thats npt entirely true, see.. umm first is solid home,second :bed,third:piano, fourth:dining table,oh ya, got it!fifth home!!!!!!!!!!!hahaha)ok..see you guys very soon!!^^So,here's a sneak peak of us!

~F SqUaRe~

2009-10-27T16:51:00.000-07:00

HI!! This is a combined blog of us the F square. The blog will be updated after SPM...because we both are currently busy studying..we will be back soon after SPM!^^